932) I’ve been wanting to produce video game related youtube videos for several years now. I even have all the equipment purchased and set up. I even have content recorded. But I also feel that a lot of the gaming community are extremely transphobic, so I just keep putting it off more and more.
What’s funny is, I often pretend I’m a member of the gaming media like Morgan Webb and other G4 guys. I like to pretend, always did. And I pretend that I am my female self, people knew that I was transgender, and yet I’m still one of the most popular icons of the gaming media. It’s silly, I know, but it makes me feel better.
Though my creative side loves dark and tragic stories. So sometimes my mind wanders into a world where I was brutally attacked by some transphobic bigot while being a host for E3 or something. It’s horrible, but it doesn’t make me sad. It’s just my creative mind trying to be creative…
